вторник, 28 декември 2010 г.

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Je ne regrette rien. Je suis une petite fleur avec des fautes qui sont grandes. Moi, je ne sais pas si je t'aime. Je ne peux pas comprendre les gens. Ils sont trop compliquees. Je me souviens quand j'etais petite, j'ai eu un ami avec lequelle je faisais des betises. Un jour ma mere m'a dit : "Si tu veux etre adolescente, tu dois faire des choses grandes." Ce jour-la je ne pouvais pas la comprendre mais maintenant je suis sure, qu'elle est la femme, la plus intelligente dans le monde entiere. Je l'aime.



"- Tu crois au coup de foudre ?
- Oui.
- Naïve."


"Du bonheur à l’état pur, brut, natif, volcanique, quel pied ! C’était mieux que tout, mieux que la drogue, mieux que l’héro, mieux que la dope, coke, crack, fitj, joint, shit, shoot, snif, pét’, ganja, marie-jeanne, cannabis, beuh, péyotl, buvard, acide, LSD, extasy. Mieux que le sexe, mieux que la fellation, soixante-neuf, partouze, masturbation, tantrisme, kama-sutra, brouette thaïlandaise. Mieux que le Nutella au beurre de cacahuète et le milk-shake banane. Mieux que toutes les trilogies de George Lucas, l’intégrale des muppets-show, la fin de 2001. Mieux que le déhanché d’Emma Peel, Marilyn, la schtroumpfette, Lara Croft, Naomi Campbell et le grain de beauté de Cindy Crawford. Mieux que la face B d’Abbey Road, les CD d’Hendrix, qu’le p’tit pas de Neil Armstrong sur la lune. Le Space-Mountain, la ronde du Père-Noël, la fortune de Bill Gates, les transes du Dalaï-Lama, les NDE, la résurrection de Lazare, toutes les piquouzes de testostérone de Schwarzy, le collagène dans les lèvres de Pamela Anderson. Mieux que Woodstock et les rave-party les plus orgasmiques. Mieux que la défonce de Sade, Rimbaud, Morisson et Castaneda. Mieux que la liberté. Mieux que la vie..."



"Un jeu de crétin ? Peut-être bien, mais c’était notre jeu !"

неделя, 12 декември 2010 г.

Quotes.

“In my dreams, I could be a Princess, and that's what I was. Like most little girls, I believed nothing less than a Prince could make my dreams come true.” -Loretta Young-


“I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even when her heart is broken, and the one that could always brighten up your day even if she couldn't brighten her own.”


“You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.”


“If you see me as just the princess then you misunderstand who I am and what I have been through.”

"A Little Princess"

Capt. Crewe: What are you doing? Memorizing me by heart?
Sara Crewe: No... I already know you by heart.

Maya: All women are princesses, it is our right.

"Don't compromise yourself. You are all you've got."
—Janis Joplin


"The minute you settle for less than you deserve, you get even less than you settled for."
-Maureen Dowd-


"Love comes when manipulation stops; when you think more about the other person than about his or her reactions to you. When you dare to reveal yourself fully. When you dare to be vulnerable."
-Dr. Joyce Brothers-

сряда, 8 декември 2010 г.

Имам.

Имам нужда да плача. Да удавя света си в сълзи. Да променя съществуването си из основи. Да накарам вътрешния си глас да пищи и да удря по стените на душата ми. Имам нужда да те търся, но да не те намирам. Не ме учете как да искам. Учете ме как да мога. Как да постигам. Как да желая истински. Как да се откъсна от апатията и да се превърна в тиха прашинка. Прашинка, която да кацне на нечие рамо и да вижда. Да чува. Да усеща. Справям се със себе си. Повтарям се. Хаос и безпорядък. Имам нужда.